Howdy,
So I am now single.. Not sure how I am liking this. I told Merrick I didn't want to talk to him, I'm not sure if that was the right decision.It's just he really hurt me when he told me that he regretted us and anything that happened between us.I really didn't know another way to react to that other than hurt him the same way he hurt me.

I want a boy that will stay with me for always He'll know you can never say I love you too many times But he knows not to say it if he doesn?t mean it with all his heart He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt He'll make me a Build-a-Bear And he wont care about how silly he looks being in a store full of 2nd graders Because he knows it would be special to me He'll stay home with me and watch The Notebook And he'll tell me he loved it even though he didn't and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me. He will call.me.at.3am.and.ask.me.what.i'm.doing. He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice He cant walk next to me without holding my hand And he always whispers something sweet in my ear He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear He'll tell me I'm a princess And treat me like one too He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect We always end up laughing about silly fights We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me Every time he kisses me He'll tell me he'd die without me He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose then I'll put some all over his face And we just never stop laughing He's interested in everything I say, and he always cares about it He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines He wont stop playing until he's won me a stuffed animal He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch TsnowflakesT on our tongues He doesn't even like snow, but I love it Every time I even hear his name, it takes my breath away And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again He'll pay for me all the time even though I never want him to but I can never win But with him I could never lose either Because everything about him is just so wonderful Perfect I'll be his everything And he'll be even more to me He will love me for always

So ya I haven't updated in 4EVER!!!! But um ya.Well not much happening here.Vet camp was so0o0o0o awsome(omg i sound like such a nerd)I met so many awsome people and have really made a final plan for my life!!!!

Job is goin great not awsome just great.

Oh and I just finshed reading this book it was so good ya'll have gotta read it(well if your a girl),its called "True Blue".It is about these best friends(a guy and a girl),Rumer and Zeb, who feel in love as teeneagers but then the Rue's sister steals Zeb from her and ends up marrying him and the story starts Zeb and Rue's sister have gotten divorced and Zeb has come back to Hubbard's Point to try to talk to Rue and get her back because he always loved her.Well I won't release any more info but OMG it is soo good!!

So ya school starts next Wed. unfortuantaly,if not for school I would be on my way 2 Kentucky w/ Hannah, Julie, and Mike to sell Chip and Doc!!!So ya well I'm gonna go ttl!!!

~Whit~